Wednesday, December 16, 2009

My first blog

Ok... so here I am sitting at work and I was convinced to start a blog by a coworker (thanks Megan!) Hmmmm... where to start. This is the first holiday season that I can honestly remember that I didn't want to come. How do you put on a happy face when you are not feeling too happy inside. There has been soooo much stress lately that I am just about ready to run away and not tell anyone where I'm headed!! I have been thinking alot about the New Year, which is quickly approaching. Which only means resolutions... ugh! I am however bound determined to make one of my resolutions work and stick to it!! I have got to better my self esteem. This last year has been so challenging and I have felt like I have been drug through the mud over and over and over again. Well, it's time for this chicka to finally stand up on her own two feet and say to hell with allowing you to drag me through the mud and for taking me for granted!!